Saturday, April 07, 2007

Go ahead, try to wrap your head around it...

Today is my daughter's first birthday. Less than two years ago the most important thing in my life was Spider-Man comics and getting enough money for video games from whatever job I could scrounge up. Now I'm a father trying to build someone into a better human being than I ever was, trying to teach life lessons that I never learned, and trying to find money to pay a babysitter.

Yeah, try to wrap your head around how wierd and old I feel. I laugh, and yet I am puzzled and a little bit afraid.

No wonder I'm not around as much anymore, when I have free time I either sleep, or try to pretend I still have a life that includes Spider-Man comics and video games.

It's a good life, can't wait till it stops feeling like a new pair of shoes.

3 comments:

Ankhanu said...

Wow, it's already been a year... Happy Birthday, Kaitlyn.

It's kind of strange how you can be both completely at your wits end about the reality of trying to live and support a family... yet how utterly contented it makes you feel at the same time, isn't it?

Anonymous said...

Happy Birthday Kaitlyn!

It is scary to realize that you are, indeed, a "grown-up". You more so than I because of the responsibility of the little one.

You're doing a great job, man.

Don't forget that "grown-ups" can still like Spider-man and video games.

Happy Easter!

Anonymous said...

Happy birthday Kaitlyn!
Congrats to you, your mommy and daddy! You've all come a long way!

So proud of you.


Cheers.
J.